I have to drown them, [he whispers quietly.] ...You bring them into the water and drown them, and when it's a real person everything they do feels...wrong but good and you can't stop or you'll have to try again...

[Which, realistically, is worse.]

...I know Kurosaki wants me to be able to hunt. And I knew how to do that, [he cries softly,] but that feeling...it's different even from wanting to chase people..! It's different from making someone feel scared..!

And I don't want to get used to that like I did hunting..!